STAYING POSITIVE, THE NEW OUTLOOK FOR LIFE.

AS I WAS GROWING UP, HAVING TO FACE SO MANY CHALLENGES, SOME WERE UNJUST FROM MY PERCEPTION, AND SOME WERE, UH, WELL, “NECESSARY ” TO MATURE, MADE ME THE WOMAN I AM TODAY, I CONSTANTLY RELY ON THE THOUGHT THAT EVERYBODY WAS TO BLAME BUT ME AND IT’S MORE THAN OBVIOUS TO POINT OUT THAT I WAS LIVING IN A MISERABLE AND SELF PITY STATE FOR MANY, MANY YEARS, UNTIL GOD, YES, GOD, BECAUSE MORE THAN A RELIGION IS A WAY OF THINKING, OF FEELING, THIS PEACE THAT A HUMAN BEING EXPERIENCE WHEN YOU LET YOURSELF GO IN THE BEST WAY POSSIBLE, LETTING THAT HUMANITY, THAT NEGATIVITY, THE DOUBT, THOSE WHAT IFS, AND LEARNING TO HAVE FAITH IN GOD, HAVING THAT CERTAINTY THAT HE IS IN CHARGE OF EVERYTHING AND LETTING HIM DO IT, IT’S THE BEST DECISION I’VE EVER MADE IN MY LIFE. YEARS OF SUFFERING, OF NOT KNOWING, OF LIVING A MEANINGLESS LIFE, GOING FROM A JOB TO I HATE IT TO ANOTHER THAT I CAME TO REALIZED I HATE IT MORE, JUST TO COME TO THIS CONCLUSION, WHY WE KILL OURSELVES EVERY DAY, WE GO TO WORK, WE SPEND 8-10 HOURS OF OUR DAY IN A PLACE THAT WE MOST OF THE TIME HATE, WITH PEOPLE THAT VERY OFTEN MAKES OUR LIFE A LIVING HELL, IT IS SOOOO EASY TO BECOME A BITTER, NEGATIVE AND PESSIMISTIC PERSON, AS I DID FOR A LOG TIME, I HAVE TO SAY THAT EVEN MY HEALTH PAID THE PRICE OF ALL OF THOSE TERRIBLE, BUT SOMEWHAT NECESSARY FEELINGS I HAD IN THAT PHASE OF MY EXISTENCE. BUT, WHAT DID CHANGE YOU MAY ASK? SINCERELY, NOTHING, EVERY CIRCUMSTANCE IS ALMOST THE SAME, THE JOB IS THE SAME AND THE CO WORKERS, MAYBE WORSE, BUT I DECIDED TO TAKE A LEAP OF FAITH AND TO REWIRE MY MIND INTO SEEN THE POSITIVES OF EACH SITUATION, BECAUSE WE ALL FACE CHALLENGES EVERY SINGLE DAY AND THE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN A WINNER AND A LOSER IS THE WAY THEY HANDLE THOSE CHALLENGES. I DECIDED TO STOP BEEN A VICTIM AND STARTED TO BEEN A DOER, WITH FAITH IN GOD FIRST, AND LETTING THE SITUATIONS GO WITHOUT TAKING THEM PERSONALLY, EVEN THOUGH THEY WERE.