FAITHFULLY HAPPY :)

AND BY THIS STATEMENT I MEAN REAL HAPPINESS, AND ALL THE BEAUTIFUL THINGS THAT COMES WITH IT! AND YES, YOU HAVE TO WORK ON THIS AFFIRMATION E-V-E-R-Y DAY, AND YES, IS SOO TOTALLY WORTH IT! I’M OFFICIALLY LIVING NOW INSTEAD OF SURVIVING AS I CAME TO REALIZE I WAS DOING BEFORE, I FEEL FREE AND CONTENT WITH EVERY ASPECT OF MY LIFE RIGHT NOW, AND I THANK THE LORD FOR THAT! HAVING FAITH IN HIM TAKES AWAY ALL THAT HEAVINESS OF NOT KNOWING WHAT IS HAPPENING NEXT OR WHY DO I HAVE TO FACE THIS, IT’S FEELING THAT SENSE OF STABILITY AND CONFIDENCE I LACKED FOR MANY YEARS, AND I HAD TO WRITE ABOUT IT, BECAUSE IT’S TO GOOD TO KEEP IT TO MYSELF I SEE EVERY DAY SO MANY PEOPLE STRUGGLING IN LIFE AND FEELING DESPERATE, LONELY, SAD, HAVING DEPRESSION, LACKING SLEEP, NOT LIVING BUT SURVIVING, THIS LIFE, WHICH IS A PRECIOUS ONE, BECAUSE IT IS ONLY ONE THAT WE HAVE, ONE SHOT, BUT ENDLESS POSSIBILITIES TO MAKE IT PERFECT, FULL OF JOY AND GRATITUDE.

JUST LET ALL GO AND LET THE CREATOR OF YOU AND ME BE THE CENTER OF ALL AND TRUST ME, YOU’LL SEE THE DIFFERENCE, YOUR MIND, YOUR BODY AND YOUR SOUL WILL HEAL AND TRANSFORM. I ASSURE THAT 100 % THERE’S NO WAY THAT YOU WON’T FEEL PEACE AND THEREFORE HAPPINESS WHEN YOU LET EVERY SINGLE DETAIL OF YOUR LIFE IN THE LOVING HANDS OF OUR GOD AND SEE THE TRANSFORMATION. I TRIED LOTS OF WAYS, BUT THERE’S NO WAY BESIDES THE LORD’S WAY THAT WILL MAKE US WHOLE.

AS I WAS GROWING UP, HAVING TO FACE SO MANY CHALLENGES, SOME WERE UNJUST FROM MY PERCEPTION, AND SOME WERE, UH, WELL, “NECESSARY ” TO MATURE, MADE ME THE WOMAN I AM TODAY, I CONSTANTLY RELY ON THE THOUGHT THAT EVERYBODY WAS TO BLAME BUT ME AND IT’S MORE THAN OBVIOUS TO POINT OUT THAT I WAS LIVING IN A MISERABLE AND SELF PITY STATE FOR MANY, MANY YEARS, UNTIL GOD, YES, GOD, BECAUSE MORE THAN A RELIGION IS A WAY OF THINKING, OF FEELING, THIS PEACE THAT A HUMAN BEING EXPERIENCE WHEN YOU LET YOURSELF GO IN THE BEST WAY POSSIBLE, LETTING THAT HUMANITY, THAT NEGATIVITY, THE DOUBT, THOSE WHAT IFS, AND LEARNING TO HAVE FAITH IN GOD, HAVING THAT CERTAINTY THAT HE IS IN CHARGE OF EVERYTHING AND LETTING HIM DO IT, IT’S THE BEST DECISION I’VE EVER MADE IN MY LIFE. YEARS OF SUFFERING, OF NOT KNOWING, OF LIVING A MEANINGLESS LIFE, GOING FROM A JOB TO I HATE IT TO ANOTHER THAT I CAME TO REALIZED I HATE IT MORE, JUST TO COME TO THIS CONCLUSION, WHY WE KILL OURSELVES EVERY DAY, WE GO TO WORK, WE SPEND 8-10 HOURS OF OUR DAY IN A PLACE THAT WE MOST OF THE TIME HATE, WITH PEOPLE THAT VERY OFTEN MAKES OUR LIFE A LIVING HELL, IT IS SOOOO EASY TO BECOME A BITTER, NEGATIVE AND PESSIMISTIC PERSON, AS I DID FOR A LOG TIME, I HAVE TO SAY THAT EVEN MY HEALTH PAID THE PRICE OF ALL OF THOSE TERRIBLE, BUT SOMEWHAT NECESSARY FEELINGS I HAD IN THAT PHASE OF MY EXISTENCE. BUT, WHAT DID CHANGE YOU MAY ASK? SINCERELY, NOTHING, EVERY CIRCUMSTANCE IS ALMOST THE SAME, THE JOB IS THE SAME AND THE CO WORKERS, MAYBE WORSE, BUT I DECIDED TO TAKE A LEAP OF FAITH AND TO REWIRE MY MIND INTO SEEN THE POSITIVES OF EACH SITUATION, BECAUSE WE ALL FACE CHALLENGES EVERY SINGLE DAY AND THE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN A WINNER AND A LOSER IS THE WAY THEY HANDLE THOSE CHALLENGES. I DECIDED TO STOP BEEN A VICTIM AND STARTED TO BEEN A DOER, WITH FAITH IN GOD FIRST, AND LETTING THE SITUATIONS GO WITHOUT TAKING THEM PERSONALLY, EVEN THOUGH THEY WERE.